The many things that have happened lately made me question, "What have i been doing all these while?" i'm fearful of the future, fearful of losing my loved ones and fearful of living with regrets. Every day, i don't feel like waking up. i'm tired of being judged and tired of being caught up in this rat race. i'm tired of this hypocritical world.
I feel empty and lost. i feel unmotivated. i feel unappreciated. i've tried to give my best but at the end of the day, all i get are negative words.
How can i be a teacher when i'm not even emotionally strong enough for myself? What happened to passion and love?
I need a change. i want to move on. i'm sick and tired of being so stifled. It's time to rethink things.
