My gastrics came back again yesterday.
I know very well what the causes are: stress, loss of appetite and an overdose of caffeine. Its always the same thing, a vicious cycle.
So much has happened. Try as i may to be strong, i always end up giving up and breaking down. i get frustrated with my low threshold for stress, frustrated with my circumstances, frustrated with myself.
The only way out of this is to find my way to neverland. My neverland.